Sickness & Redundancy

OMG, what a ridiculous week this has been so far! Last week didn't turn out to be the best as we were all told that there was a possibility of us being made redundant, not the most enthralling and exciting thing one wants to hear! Had 2 meetings last week with another to follow this week (either Monday or Tuesday). The week continued with everyone feeling quite forlorn, but looking forward to the weekend. I met Caroline on Friday night and had a great time, and then went to Kingston on Saturday with my friend Emily, did a bit of shopping and went to see The Curious Case of Benjamin Button - which is AMAZING! Got home about 9 looking forward to chilling out for the rest of the evening and weekend, only to spend the next 4 hours puking my guts up! I managed to get some sleep at about 2:30am but woke up the next day feeling absolutely horrific with stomach cramps etc (you know what I'm talking about, but we won't go there!) and could barely get out of bed. This has continued until today (when I have returned to work) but I'm still so weak and drained and am dragging my legs around like they are made of lead. Not good. So, being that I've been bed ridden for days, I missed my consultation meeting yesterday. My boss apparently had the audasity to ask if I was actually off sick, I couldn't believe it! :0( So I've come in today and noone can talk to me as they've had their meetings and can't tell me anything about them, I am hopefully having mine this afternoon. I just want to know what the f**k is happening, I don't know if I should be looking for a new job or not, you know? It's soooo frustrating, coupled with the fact that I still feel like death warmed up - not really condusive to a productive and happy day!
Anyways, I hope you are all keeping well.
Lots of love
Becky xxxx